#008 DCA AUDNZD 1H

2024년 11월 22일

I was wavering yesterday because of the loss I took on USDCHF, and so, I didn't think to publish this AUDNZD trade I took. But on retrospect, it all worked out. I think that some basic protective mechanism should still be in place such as shifting price to breakeven (maybe) (and, there there. overthinking again.)

I am just 2 cents away from TP and I think after I publish this post, I would be taking profit manually because why would I allow price to hover and collapse back down when I do not have a fixed RR?

I also think that I should trade on the higher time frames, maybe. (There there, again here it comes.)

I think I think I think. I think too much. Add too much thoughts which with efects becomes emotions. While on the other hand, I have another strategy running which I don't give much thoughts about, doing not bad. Not like it is making big money, or high % per month, but it is providing. 1%+ 2%+ as long as I continue to not think about it.

As I was trying to sleep last night, I thought that distractions is good, so that I can un-focus on doing the right things, while I have other wrong things to distract me, preventing me from overly observing or giving attention to the right thing.

Too much observations lead to too much thoughts which leads to too much action, which will increase the amount of wrongful actions taken, which leads to stress, and changing of minor rules, or aspects about the trading method, which leads to deviation and eventual profit turning into losses and closing the month on a bad note, hoping that the next month would be different, and wishing that I wouldn't have done some things I have done.

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2024년 11월 22일

매매 수동청산

So, as mentioned above, I have closed my position out for a profit of 20cents. My TP was set at 24cents, but I think, so what? I could make that additional 4cents or I could regret my decision because price went against me and now I am deciding if I should continue holding for the little I have left that's lower than 20cents (lets say, its 14cents).

Price could also potentially go further than 24cents, but so what, also? I am allowing my emotions to fluctuate with the market that leads to eventual losses because I exposed myself too long to the UV rays of the market. Even though I am still healthy but the skin I gotten into the game gets damaged, and becomes dry, rough, wrinkly, ugly and older than my actual age. Is this what I want? Or I want to self preserve?

Good skin (flourishing capital) is always better than having ugly skin that needs repair (drawdown that needs recovering from.)

My thoughts on skin came from my facial skin which hasn't received the care it needs for years because my father placed my family into a massive drawdown which he isn't trying to recover from, and which I am trying to come out profitable from.

I think I would be able to make the dough and give my skin some proper care because I am still young and only 31 (I tell my partner that I am 12 years younger because I am reclaiming my time. Born in the year of the Rooster, I am reverting one cycle's worth of life, to reclaim the displaced time from which I was forced to move from my hometown to somewhere new because of the huge mortgage payments that my father isn't paying on time, leading to bank sealing my home.)

Let's all make it together. The quiet fight and struggles we face, as we try to sleep at night on our sunken bed, and where our chest feels the tight and sore feeling as we think of the mistakes and drawdowns as well as the inconsistencies and uncertain fate of our chosen path.

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